"The Perfect Fan" - Backstreet Boys

Parents

What do parents mean to you?
It's not good when you are closer to only one parent
It's only logic that girls are with their mothers
And boys are with there dad
But what will happen when one parent passes
And you aren't close to your other parent?

What To Do When Life Seems So Unfair: Sermon by Pastor Russell Hodgins of ICC

Why?

Why does life seem to be unfair?
Why do we need to have another person
To talk to and understand us?
Why do some hide their feelings for so long
That they don’t know how to talk to anyone anymore about it

Why can’t I just tell someone my feeling and or problems?
It’s not easy for me to get my feelings out
If I can ever tell someone all my feelings
I know they will be the one for me

Why does life have to revolve around liking a guy/girl
I act all crazy just to keep up
Like, I have two personalities
And, I don’t know how to act

Why does it take so long
To find out what love is?
“Your faith will lead love where it’s want’s to go.”

“Love will be the gift you give yourself.”

Music is in me
Music makes everything all better

Firend's

"Friends are flowers that never fade"

To My Grandarghter... Grandma's Pearls of Wisdom

I've traveled paths you've yet to walk
Learned lessons old and new
And now this wisdom of my life
I'm blessed to share with you

Let kindness spread like sunshine
Embrace those who are sad
Respect their dignity, give them joy
And leave them feeling glad

Forgive those who might hurt you
And though you have your pride
Listen closely to their viewpoint
Try to see the other side

Walk softly when you'r angry
Try not to take offense
Invoke your sense of humor
Laughter's power is immense!

Express what you are feeling
Your beliefs you should uphold
Don't shy away from what is right
Be courageous and be bold

Keep hope right in your pocket
It will guide you day by day
Take it out when it is needed
When it's near, you'll find a way

Remember friends and family
Of which you are a precious part
Love deeply and love truly
Give freely from your heart

The world is far from perfect
There's conflict and there's strife
But you still can make a difference
By how you live your life

And so I'm very blessed to know
The wonders you will do
Because you are my granddaughter
And I believe in you

--I found this on Collectibles Today--

When I was a little girl (working on)

Life start’s out the same, but we just sometimes are different in good ways.
I did not walk in till I was two, ride a two-wheeler bike at 11, or drive a car at 20.

Telling someone my feeling might be easy for you. But for me it isn’t simple as you might think. As a kid I though I had to hide my feeling; because I didn’t want to show other kids I was hurting inside when they make fun of me. Writing is the only way I know how to get my feelings out. I would like to tell everyone my feelings when they ask me “How are you” and I always say “Fine”.

How did you get this way?
As a kid I though I had to hide my feeling; because I didn’t want to show other kids I was hurting inside when they make fun of me.

The Supremes - You Can't Hurry Love (lyrics)

Amy Grant - Grown-Up Christmas List

Santa's Children

It's fine for children to believe in Santa
For I still do in a way
For they think what would Christmas be without Santa
Do children only think about giving or the present's
I am to blame for going down to open present's
And not knowing the true meaning of Christmas

Giving something away is the greatest gift of all
Christmas is time to spend time with family
You have not see in so long

We may not say the thing's we want in words
But giving something in return says a lot

On Being Someone With An Disability

--"This is for my sisters youth group. They have some kids that are special and other kids don't like that as well"--

For me and everyone who has grown up with a disability was bad enough without others seeing us for who we are, not what we are. Starting in 1st grade is when kids started making fun of me, just because I could not do the things that they could. Ya, it's not fair; but I learned that being different is good.

Growing up with a disability is hard but you will get through the tough times that you face. Look at me, if their was not Special Olympics I would not be where I am today.

Find a way around your challenged's, so you can find what you love to do. Like, me being in the Special Olympics.

If you don't think different is good. Then come to Special Olympics game's or practice. Your find out that it does not matter who you are. If you can't be an athlete, you can be a partner or helper.

Next time you see someone that has a disability think about what would they do first. Not what would you do first.

God does not judge others just because their different, now why would you?

Lonestar - I'm Already There

Why have we lost so many
To a place we can't control

Bob Carlisle - Butterfly Kisses

Mulan - i'll make a man out of you

Athlete's

Some athlete's train had to get to where they need to go to archive their goals

Some athlete's don't care about training and still want a gold medal

Some athlete's train hard and wonder why they don't get a medal

Some train hard and get that medal

But, it all takes demarcation to that sport for many years
To win that gold medal

Most will fail along the way
But, can avenshly get their

Even someone like me train hard
And most of the time can't get a gold meal
But, if you try and improve on that sport
You might have a good time to win that gold medal

So, train hard every day
And set goals for yourself

Learn what you are doing wrong
So you can learn what to do right

And you will be a winner

Christina Aguilera - Reflection (Mulan)

"I think this song is true about me. I see a different person on the inside them on the outside."

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if I can do the impossible
Does God want me to stay where I'm at or do something else

Sometimes I wonder what to do
I don't know what to do
Is God just testing me
When I have a crush on a guy
Or does He want me to do something else

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever fall in love
Just not get a crush on a guy
I know if God wants me to fall in love
It will be when I least expect it
But I wonder how long I have to wait

I know God is already using me in His plans
He wants me to let others see that we are all the same in His eyes
It does not matter who you are
Or the way you were born in this world
As long as people RESPECT you
For who you are, not what you are

I am fine with who I am
As long as God has a plan for me
I just wish I could tell someone everything
That does not come easy for me to talk about

I felt like I had to hide my feelings starting in grade school
I could not stand up for myself
When kids would make fun of me

It's going to take many years to un-hide my feeling
But if I had someone to ask me the right question's I might know how to change

If I Never Knew You (Disney Love)

Never Knew

You meet a lot of people along the way
But how do you know when the right one comes along
I believe God picks out who the other person will be
But some of us can be so stubborn
That we really don't know when it hit's us

I Won't Say I'm In Love Hercules (Lyrics In Description)

I Want To Be...

I want like you do
I want to fall in love
I want to know what it's like
It does not matter how old I am
I still feel like a young woman
And will alway feel like that
Even though I will be older

Ever sense I was a girl
I just wanted to be like everyone alas
I know I was born special
But I don't let that stop me
From doing the things God has me do
But one thing,
I am use to running away when I like a guy
I want that to stop
It is the hardert thing I will have to do
Sense I am use to hiding my feeling's

In till then the only thing the keeps me sane is listing to songs and writing poem's
I don't like feeling this way
But God is doing this for a reason
What? I don't know
But I hope to find out soon